Archive for July, 2012

Happy Birthday

Friday, July 13th, 2012
Happy Birthday to my Sweet Angel
8 years ago today our second child was born.  Amanda Rose was with us a very short time.  We managed to squeeze a lifetime of love and memories into 2 1/2 hours.
For the first time in 8 year I find myself OK.  I would have never guessed it would have taken this long nor was I sure I would  ever get to this place.  I am in a good place.  I am Happy with my life and my family.  I certainly still miss her everyday, but I am not controlled by the overwhelming grief and pain from the first few years.  I have been able to let go of the guilt that comes as life continues on.
Saturday we will celebrate with our annual Balloon release and cake.  It Makes her Birthday fun for the Kids.
Kim